It is not an overstatement for me to suggest that fear is the single biggest obstacle we all face in our process of awakening and activation. It is certainly significant in our quest for truth (the Path of Awakening) because we often turn away from the truth when we are afraid of the implications. Fear is even more salient on the Path of Activation where it literally causes you to close your chakra system and run away from Spirit screaming in terror.
The operation of fear is simple. Whenever you are afraid of something, you withdraw from the thing you are afraid of. If you are afraid of fire, you do not go near fire, correct? It is the same with manifestation and creation. If you are afraid of aspects of this physical universe, if you are afraid of your Divine self, if you are afraid of the creative process, you withdraw from these. In your physical body you withdraw your arms and legs. On the astral level and higher, you withdraw energy from your chakras.
Consider your throat chakra as an example of how this works. Without getting into a lot of technical detail we can say that the throat chakra passes the Divine creative energies of expression into this physical world. Someone with an activated throat chakra tells the truth, tells their personal truth, and finds respectful and uplifting ways to communicate the truth. However, make someone afraid to tell the truth (by punishing them whenever they speak up without raising their hand), making them feel stupid whenever they tell their truths, or teaching that communication is linked with hierarchy and authority, and they will resist the expression of their energies or express them in inappropriate ways. This restriction of speech (especially when you know you should say something but do not) has a profound impact on your physical body and your chakras. Withholding speech is a clear signal of intent and tells the chakras that you do not wish to express their energies – so they close gradually but inevitably.
Consider the crown chakra as another example. The crown chakra is your bodily connection to the hierarchy of consciousness. Through the crown chakra, you get full and unrestricted access to our massive and powerful spiritual consciousness. In a normal functioning body this means that your brain/mind is able to connect to the hierarchy via the neural pathways in the brain. With the pathways operating at full efficiency, you basically become connected to everyone in the universe who agrees to communicate with you. This can be an amazing experience and the full opening of this connection is highly prized by mystics and others on The Path.8
If you are afraid of this connection, you will not use it. You will restrict your chakra energies, deny the connection exists, and even shut if off completely. There are many reasons you will do this. You will do it because you are afraid that you are going crazy (you begin hearing voices, experiencing thoughts that are not yours, or hearing ringing noises), or are afraid you are demonically possessed (for the more archaically Christian bodies out there). You will also shut down the energy when you are afraid of God/Spirit. This weird (but all too common fear) occurs when you are taught that God is authoritative, patriarchal, and punishing.
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Incidentally, opening to the higher realms and enabling higher forms of communication is what is meant when spiritual teachers talk about going inside for the truth. When this connection is operating efficiently, you have no need for external authority.
After all, why would you willingly face something that is going to judge you and might, potentially, damn you to eternal suffering? Nobody in her or his right consciousness would move willingly towards that kind of obscenity.
Importantly, no matter what your background, most of you reading this will have some fear of Spirit. This is true whether or not you actually believe in Spirit or not. You cannot help it. The association of authority, punishment, and judgment with Spirit/God is so complex and so complete that even desperate atheists harbor these fears at very deep levels and to one degree or another. As a result, we all close our crown chakras to communication with Spirit. What is worse, most of us have these connections profoundly closed, meaning we are totally isolated and cut off from our Spiritual heritage.9
It is the same with all your chakras. Fear in any form blocks the energies. So why all the fear?
The short answer is that fear is our ascension emergency stop button. Fear prevents premature activation of your energy system. Fear prevents ascension before we are ready and, most importantly, fear prevents Atlantis from reoccurring.
Allow me to explain.
Those of you who have read The Book of Life: Ascension and the Divine World Order will know what I am talking about here. As explained in the Book of Life, we are all energy workers and we are all here performing a Divine and exalted creative task known as The Ascension. We have been working on The Ascension for a very long time. In fact, we have been through two previous (and failed) ascension attempts and we are currently working to complete our third (and successful) attempt.
Interestingly, it is in our two previous failed attempts, which go by the name of Lemuria and Atlantis, that we find the reason for our fear. As noted in the BOL, both of our previous ascension attempts failed for energetic reasons. Lemuria failed because we could not generate enough energy to ascend the planet and Atlantis failed because we generated way too much energy and we could not (for reasons outlined in the BOL) control things when we tried to ascend this planet. The consequences in Atlantis were disastrous and the entire global civilization had to be destroyed in order to prevent the negativity and destructiveness of the activated Atlantean citizens from bubbling through the carefully guarded boundaries that protect the rest of this universe from this ascension experiment.
After our failed ascension attempt in Atlantis, we realized we would need a way to control the energies in order to avoid a bodily activation before we were ready to handle the powerful energies that are invoked. We realized that we were just too powerful to activate without some form of control mechanism in place that would allow us to safely time the activation process and, more importantly, shut down the ascension acceleration if things got out of control. The basic idea was to install an ascension control mechanism that
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Again, this isolation was part of our ascension experiment and nothing more. Like spiritual awakening and activation in general, this connection to Spirit is something that opens naturally in a maturation process that is not interfered with. On this planet, however, the Annunaki imposed fears to ensure the connection remains closed. It was all part of the game. Of course, as you know, you are reading these words and learning the clear path through all that because the game is now over.
would allow Immortal Spirit to press a sort of emergency stop button that would halt activation and slow down the ascension train if it became necessary.
That is what fear is all about. Fear, as already noted, is your ascension emergency stop button. Invoking your fear is the button we (and by we I mean Immortal Spirit) push to halt the ascension process. Fear, as you already know, closes your chakras in a most efficient and effective manner.
So, now that you know why you are full of fear, the next question becomes, how did you become so fearful.
Enter the Annunaki.
Those of you who have read The Book of Life will be familiar with the Annunaki as a race of off- worlders who came to this earth over 12,000 years ago on a Divine mission to function as ascension energy gatekeepers. Their job, basically, was to prevent another premature ascension and Atlantean debacle. Of course, when the Annunaki came to this earth they did not know that they were functioning as energetic gatekeepers. Their consciousness was veiled to their true Divine purpose just like yours. They believed, at the 3D level of consciousness, that they had come to colonize the planet, enslave the people, and extract the wealth. At a mundane level, they were tyrants that oppressed the people of this planet. However at a spiritual level, they performed a divinely sanctioned role as energetic gatekeepers.
How did the Annunaki perform their role as colonizers/energy gatekeepers? At this point the answer should be right at hand. They used fear to control the slave population both physically and energetically. Indeed, they have prevented, more than once, the premature ascension and untimely termination of this third ascension attempt. I know it may seem harsh (and those of you reading who are familiar with the military, psychological, and sociological details of this process will know it is harsh) but it was the only way to control the process. I am sure you agree (because at a spiritual level this was a consensus decision), in the end it is far better to invoke terror in the mind than to have this planet and all life on it go through another extinction level
event as you did in Atlantis.
We will discuss the fears placed in your consciousness by the Annunaki in more detail in the next chapter. Right now I want to return to a discussion of your bodily activation process. As noted above, when you begin to use the GI you immediately begin to manifest any and all fears that are embedded in your consciousness and you do it with incredible efficiency. Of course, this manifestation of fears happens whether you use the GI or not. However, if you are not actually intending the activation of your body, you only generate enough energy to manifest your fears once every 12 years or so. However, that changes when you fire up the body. When you start to work those creative juices, the pace of your creative work changes from decades and years to months and days.
It is important to emphasize here that once you start to activate your body, you do the creating. Nobody has to do anything to help you. You are powerful enough to create your world exactly as you intend it (consciously or unconsciously) and this goes for the fears and issues that you will begin manifesting as soon as you begin applying the astral visualizations provided in The Great Invocation. You will have experiences that highlight your fear, you will have them in rapid succession, and many of them will make you quake in your shoes. However, in no sense can you say that this is being done to you. It is your fears embedded in your
consciousness that are governing the process. As you activate, you will arrange situations, draw materials, and organize relations in such a way as to highlight and invoke your fears in the most magical and creative way possible. In the final analysis, it is even you who willingly gives your power away to elites so that they can use your energies to actuate and enhance your experience of fear. I realize this might sound twisted from a certain perspective, but from a wider perspective that incorporates knowledge of the ascension, it all makes good sense.10