CLASIFICACION DE LA PRUEBA DE PAPANICOLAOU

There’s nothing you can make that can’t be made.

No one you can save that can’t be saved.

Nothing you can do but you can learn how to be you in time. It’s easy.

The Beatles

Introduction

Recall that in the last chapter we began looking at the primary blockages to full activation of your body’s energy system. As we learned in that chapter, the first and primary obstacle that you have to overcome if you are to fully activate your body is fear. We learned quite a bit about fear in the last chapter. We learned where fear comes from (i.e., the Annunaki), why we have it (i.e., it is an ascension emergency stop button), and what we have to do to get over it (i.e., trust in the basic goodness of Spirit). As I noted near the conclusion of the last chapter, walking through your fears can be quite difficult. Indeed, it can be literally a hair-raising experience.

Unfortunately it does not matter how difficult it might be for you or how scared you are of approaching your fears. You must walk through them. That is just the way it is. There are no outs here. You knew when you signed up for this that in the end-times, you would be called upon to face all your fears. It is part of your original contract with the creator which you signed before you were allowed the honor of participating in this important creative work. Now, since we are all at “the end”11 so to speak, we must now walk through our fears in order to complete our activation process and ascend the planet just like we planned.

That is the bottom line and there is no getting around it. It is the one thing that Spirit/God made sure you understood before you got anywhere near incarnation on this planet. Why? Because fear is, quite literally, the showstopper and if too many people fail to confront their fears, the ascension stops. So you had to agree, at the start of all this, that you would prepare and, when the time came, allow yourself to be dragged (if necessary) kicking and screaming through the fear filled way-points of your own ascension process.

Incidentally, preparation is one of the reasons you have incarnated so many times on this planet in such horrible conditions. You have been undergoing training in order to increase the odds that when “the end” came, you would be able to stand up to your deeply embedded fears and face them down. How much training you underwent, and how horrible were the experiences you have willingly lived (and died) through is entirely a function of where you agreed to activate in the process. If you activate earlier, you have a more complex “fear capsule” to deal with. If you activate later, the constellation of fears are less complex (though

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still powerful) and less etched into the genetics of the human bodies owing to the cleansing that those who go before you accomplish. There is no value judgment in any of this. No “I am better because I am first” mentality allowed. Your timing is nothing more than the expression of an agreement you made with the creator that is based on the technical requirements of the ascension.

Even though we covered a lot of ground in the last chapter, still there is more that can be said about fear and in this chapter I am going to conclude our discussion of fear by providing you details on the type of fears you are likely to encounter as you proceed with activation. To be specific, in this chapter we will talk about the “big” and “little” fears that are embedded in your consciousness (or unconsciousness) and genetic structure. We will look at the big fears, like the fear of God or the fear of damnation, as well as the little fears that govern so much of our responses to daily life. In our examination we will look at the sources of the big fears (i.e., their genetic roots) and little fears (i.e., the socialization process) and see how best to approach integrating the experiences and knowledge that comes from facing down our fears.

In the end of course, and as I have repeatedly stated, no amount of reading or intellectualizing about these things will help you walk through the fears. When the times come, it is a solitary experience. A simple act of will and trust will get you through. Still, the information you find in this chapter will help you understand the process, recognize the fears for what they are, and provide you the grist you will need to integrate the powerful experiences that have (or will soon) come to you. More importantly, recognizing the fears and running through their typical patterns will help you overcome the programmed responses that you have developed. As you will learn, as you think about and integrate your experiences, our lifelong responses to our own fear creates habitual response patterns and it is, unfortunately, possible to stay programmed in these response patterns even after the primary fears are cleared.

Overcoming these programmed responses is important not so much because it is a bad thing to respond automatically to the environment (we all do it and it is an essential feature of our getting along in the physical world) but more because of the maladaptive nature of our programmed responses. As you will discover as you consider the details of this chapter, fears make us easy to manipulate. When we are afraid of something, we follow anyone and everyone that has the gumption to suggest that they can save us from your fears. This should come as no surprise and you will see it is true if you pause and think about it. If you are afraid of growing older, you follow those companies that promise to keep you young. If you are afraid of rejection, you follow those companies that promise to help you fit in by providing you with the proper fashion. If you are afraid of God and death, hell and damnation, you follow those companies (e.g., the church) that tell you they know how to save you from the wrath of God.

It is true that fear creates followers out of all of us. Of course, as adults we are not aware of our own sheepish behavior (if we were, we might take steps to change it); nevertheless, it is there in our habitual responses to the environment. Our lack of personal leadership exists “between the cracks” of our conscious

awareness and in the patterns of our responding to the fear that we keep buried inside. This sort of behavior was once an acceptable, even necessary, part of this ascension drama. However, now the time has passed when we need to be following anybody and it is now important we understand our fears in order that we might stop being led around by them all the time.

This then is the purpose of this concluding chapter to Part One of this Ascension Dossier. This chapter is written to help you integrate and understand your fears, help you break out of maladaptive and fear based patterns of behavior, and show you the way towards spiritual independence. Ultimately, this is the end goal of the ascension process – to make of you what you already are – a Spark of the One – a brilliant and autonomous creative force.