Child! Whenever you are ready!
I am ready.
How are you?
Good now.
Yes...tell me…what happened?
Well, TW went into one of her patterns this morning, and I got a little divinely pissed off...But I am o.k. now.
Remember that I am your friend, first and foremost and that your human experience is as important as any other realms of yours...Must understand that anger is o.k... So, let us clear this...
This is important!
I know, I have already been working on myself.
So first let us clear this by accepting the next statement. It is o.k. to be pissed off!
I accept!
See if you can register this in your body... In the physical… It is o.k. to feel pissed off. Now in the mental… It is o.k. to feel pissed off! Now in the emotional.
I always thought enlightened people are not supposed to get angry.
It is o.k. to choose pissed off and use the energy as fuel to continue the journey.
Ha ha ha.
We are supposed to be unattached to these emotions.
How do you think hurricanes happen? Yes...Unattached does not mean not having them! I can tell you that people that do not get angry are either having a neurological problem, or probably are in a vegetative state. Because this belief of yours can then apply to be not attached to love!
Tatattt...
As long that you are in human form… All shall be accepted, and then…detachment and mastery of thoughts, emotions and actions becomes more pristine...
When the vocabulary shows a: Should not, Should, Etc...that reflects the requirement to practice, practice and practice!
Let us explore this. This is a great opportunity child! This I have worked with all the enlightened ones! When I worked with Lahiri...he had lots of should nots regarding the enlightening experience. So I asked him to be in marriage and kids to show him that being human carries lots of treats. And that to be detached, from true witnessing from them...the first step was not to reject or condemn. But to accept…the what is.
This is perfect for the next set of activations of sutras. So again, we have a gift received by those who do not see that the Lord is hidden as a beggar. Would you be willing to explore as a humble human being this?
Yes.
Alright. We will start with what usually men...wish to avoid. Talking about the situation that originated the opportunity to be pissed off! So…what happened? What was the pattern that she chose to use as a manipulative technique that really reached your limits and invited you to set a healthy boundary that was so much needed for so long?
And be aware that as I ask...more info is given to you of the nature of the true situation.
She was resisting signing the paper until she "met" my attorney. Who I am paying for. Basically thinking that I am trying to cheat her in some way. Even though everything is spelled out in writing.
So…it is the money again for her?
It's only the money.
That is sad. In a way. How does this impact you? See...I am choosing the word sad purposefully.
Well, I thought everything was settled and would go smoothly. But she is determined to put as much drama into this as possible. She lives in a soap opera.
Nope. She is a soap opera.
Exactly.
That usually happens to women that base everything on the non-eternal physical beauty based on magazines, articles, etc. So she is basically charging you for her physical form?
Yes, I understand how women do this now!
And as I say this...feel how pissed off we are!
It's amazing how they think they deserve everything just because of what they look like.
Well. That shows you also how the male dominion has invested money in creating a fake beauty system child.
And I'm pissed that I never realized this before!
That’s it!
I see it so clearly now.
This is good to be pissed off! Because you are having an awakening.
So what is the proper way to use anger?
But what I can tell you that anger is energy. Powerful energy... It is the kundalini energy in its shadow form. So now let me ask... How did you choose to react?
Well, I just firmly expressed myself and showed her how what she was doing was making me angry. Showed her...
What ways? This is important. Because this is the day…we activate the anger belief system…and its total release from your form.
In the tone of my voice.
This is the day…that the hidden anger when you were a child is letting go now. This is the day when you reclaim your power. When you let go of shoulds and should nots. When you stop being the rescuer of others and hold strongly in your pure mastery. This is the day when anger becomes power and love. So the first thing is to affirm again. It is o.k. to be pissed off! Then affirm with me.
I use emotions for the expression of the highest truth.
It is o.k. to be pissed off.
I am aware of the triggers and the choices I have. I am the activated power of determination and clarity. And love is never threatened by this. I am a whole being and I let go of my shoulds and
Breathe! The breath of fire is one of the best techniques to release anger in a positive way. As well...to do physical exercise like running or jumping…Which moves the lymphatic system where anger gets stored.
O.k.
Remember what I have said. You will not be left unattended. Never! You never have. So.
Now...Breathe....
What is yesterday, tomorrow, or today? What is space, or eternity? I sit in my own radiance.
What is the self, or the not-self? What is thinking, or not thinking? What is good or evil? I sit in my own splendor. One's little miseries, or anger make one realize the more the greater miseries of others. Learning is like a design in water, contemplation like a design on the side of a wall, meditation like a design in stone.
There we go...Feel the settlement of your energy....Let the energy fill every part of your human form. You see child...You have been holding the anger for so long... It was necessary for it to show up....Can you feel this?
Yes.
Let it settle in....There is a simultaneous reality always evolving. That one tense situation doesn’t stop the reality of love...That detachment of emotions and thoughts is easier through higher acceptance. And to see beyond the veil that the divine hides in all...That he or she always gives us the opportunity to keep transcending. As the divine evidently was using your ex TW patterns to show you that is O.K. to be human.
And that many of your disciples will come trying to avoid anger…trying to be perfect loving and not human all the time. And through this never truly learning how to detach from this. Beyond anger there is fear...But beyond fear there is love. Paradox? Always! Yet... Breathe in love, breathe out anger... Breathe in love, breathe out transformation. Breathe in love, breathe out love.
So...Let’s go back to the beginning...With I statements...Fill in the blanks for me.
I chose to express anger because...
I am human.