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Capítulo 3. Violencia sexual y lo traumático en psicoanálisis

IV. ANÁLISIS DE LAS ENTREVISTAS

2. Primera acogida

2.3. Importancia de la privacidad

Taeyeon had constantly visited Tiffany and brought her lunch every single time she dropped by.

She wanted to cherish every moment she had with the girl she had fallen for. And she was pretty sure that by now her favorite singer was heading to the same direction with her, judging from the numerous time she caught the taller girl blushed when she praised or said or do something sweet to her, the implied meaning behind every sentences the Korean-American had said, and the sad look from the eye-smiling girl when they had to bid goodbye.

Although it had been just a week, the Prince was sure to step onto the next level. Official dates, maybe.

“Unnie, you are so pink.” Said Sooyoung after she saw the girl who sat beside her in the car.

“Thank you.”

“I didn’t mean that as a compliment.”

The Prince shrugged her shoulder. “Do I look good in pink?”

“Err…” Sooyoung glanced for a second before returning her eyes back to the road. “You’re…

catchy.”

“What do you mean by catchy?”

“You’ll attract a lot of people with that color.”

“So Tiffany would be attracted by me? That’s good then.” Taeyeon proudly smoothen her new pink shirt.

“You are whipped, Unnie.”

“Coming from someone who tried to restrict her diet just because of a certain girl.” Teased Taeyeon.

The assistant admitted her defeat. “Anyway, what’s your plan today?” Sooyoung changed the topic.

“I’ll ask her to spend sometime with me on a romantic date. How’s that sound?”

“Pretty good. Try not to stutter or ramble when you ask her, Unnie.”

“When was I stutter or ramble in front of her? Never.”

“Every single time you asked her whether she wanted to see you the next day or not. It’s either you stuttered or rambled nonsense things.”

“Really?”

“A hundred percent sure.”

“Yikes.”

“Well, she keeps wanting you to comeback anyway.”

“Ah yeah, right. Must be my undeniable charm.”

The younger one refrained herself to gag on the over confident statement, but she couldn’t stop her eyes to roll about it.

---The apartment’s doorbell rang and a certain eye-smiling Princess peered the intercom by reflex.

She was very excited to meet her Prince since she woke up that morning. Hence, every buzz she heard, she quickly checked the intercom.

“Must be Taeyeon and Sooyoung.” Sunny stood up from the couch to look at the small screen on the wall. “Yep, it’s them.” She confirmed once she got the look of the two familiar faces.

“I’ll get the door!” Tiffany cheerfully said while reaching to her crutches and headed to the door.

She was smiling all the way until she held the doorknob. The singer twisted open and greeted by her favorite color. “Wow. Pink.”

“You like it?” The person on the doormat asked.

The apartment owner bobbed her head ups and downs. “Very.”

“How about my shirt, Fany?” Sooyoung asked with a cute pout.

“I like cartoon shirt too.” The singer said after she looked at the cartoon figure print on Sooyoung’s shirt. “Come on in.” Tiffany made a way for her guests to come inside.

“Welcome, you two.” Sunny greeted as well. “You really bought that shirt?! Too cute, Sooyoungie.” The shortest girl pinched the tallest’s cheek.

Sooyoung was grinning ear to ear.

Taeyeon and Tiffany quickly interchanged glance, suspicious of the other two interactions.

“Anyway, lunch for us. I made bacon pizza and chicken wings.” The Prince held up the bags which were contained their meals.

“Bacon pizzaaaa! Please move in with us, Your Highness.” The manager said with glittering eyes. She took one of the bags and walked to the dining room, followed by Sooyoung, who was also taking the rest of the bag in Taeyeon’s hands.

“She loves bacon.” Tiffany commented.

“I see.” Taeyeon nodded. “Let’s go to the dining room then, do you need any help?” The older girl opened her arms, ready to support the younger one while walking.

Tiffany blushed, that would be meant that Taeyeon would indirectly hug her. “I… I can… It’s fine. You got me the crutches.”

“Oh okay. But are you sure? Not everyone could get special treatment from the Prince, you know.” Taeyeon joked.

Tiffany giggled in response. “I know. But I’m fine, Your Highness. Thank you for the offer.”

“Can you two stop flirting and come here, please?” Sunny shouted from the dining room.

---The lunch was passed with so much fun. But then Sooyoung and Sunny had mysteriously gone, left Taeyeon and Tiffany together in the house.

“Are they like… together?” The singer asked.

“Sooyoung and Sunny?”

“Yep.”

“I don’t know. All I know is Sooyoung really took Sunny’s words of advice and somehow literally actualized it.”

“Sunny was talking about Sooyoung non-stop the other day.”

“Really?”

“They would make a cute couple though.”

“I think so.” Taeyeon gathered up her courage to ask the following question. “Then… How about us? Would we make a cute couple too?”

Tiffany’s heart was suddenly pounding so fast. She looked down at the floor at bit her lip. Her mind was shouting the word yes but she just couldn’t let it out through her throat.

“I think we will make a good couple.” There again, the fruit of the Prince’s bravery. The petite girl turned her head to see the shy girl beside her. “But before we can be a cute couple, we should go on some dates, right?”

Tiffany timidly nodded.

“Do you…” Taeyeon cleared her throat. “Do you by any chance want to go out with me sometime? On an official date I mean. We can go to see a movie, or maybe you want to eat at Namsan Tower, speaking of it, you can see the whole Seoul from—I’m rambling, aren’t I?”

The singer giggled and nodded but still shy nonetheless.

“Sorry…” The older girl showed her apologetic smile. She paused to ease her own nervousness.

“So…?”

“Sure.” Tiffany covered her face after she answered that.

That made the Prince chuckled. “You’re so cute sometimes.” She let out a relieved sigh.

“Phew… Thank you.”

“Thank you too.”

“Where do you think the best place to spend our first date later on?”

The younger girl shrugged. “I… I like a quiet simple dinner, it doesn’t matter where the place should be, what does matter is… the companion.” She found herself blushing again from her own implied confession.

“True.” Taeyeon smiled. “Let’s just wait until your ankle fully healed, then we’ll go on our date.”

---“Unnie…”

“Yes? What is it Sooyoung-ah?”

“The news went wild on you and Tiffany.” The younger girl said as she read the news headlines on her tablet.

“Let them be. That’s their job.” Taeyeon casually said as she flipped another channel on TV.

“I’m worried, Unnie, now that you’re about to go out with her on a date.” Sooyoung paused.

“They will follow you around, you know.”

“I know. That was why I chose a place far from their touch.”

“Where?”

“Here.”

That made Sooyoung looked at Taeyeon in instant with her eyes wide open in shock. “Here?

You mean our place? Here, the Jade Palace?”

The shorter girl nodded, confirming the answer.

“You do know that you can’t just bring anyone inside, right?”

“She’s not anyone, Sooyoung. She’s your future sister-in-law.”

The taller girl warned. “Unnie!”

“Relax, Sooyoung-ah. I know and I got it under control, okay?”

“How come I’d be relaxed? It’s like hiding a suspect of a murder crime, Unnie.”

“I got it, okay. I already have a plan.”

---A month had passed but Taeyeon and Tiffany hadn’t got the chance to spend their time in a romatic date as they planned before. As soon as the singer healed, she was required to work on her album recording since she already wasted two weeks of being idle and then the CFs shooting.

Not to mention Taeyeon’s own busy schedules that hindered them to have a quiet simple dinner as Tiffany requested.

But that didn’t mean that the two lost their relationship. They were much more closer than ever.

The Prince would always try to be beside her favorite singer every chance she could by going to the recording studio, or to the CF’s shooting studio, or anywhere that Tiffany would be. She would still cook and bring lunch for the eye-smiling Princess.

That made Tiffany Hwang fell deeper into Kim Taeyeon’s charm. The endless caring, incessant loving, and persistent doting had made the younger girl’s feeling was growing strong towards the older one.

Fany-ah~~

A text message from the person she had been waiting for came. Tiffany smiled as she typed a reply.

Done with the museum opening, Your Highness?

Yep. Sorry I sent Sooyoung to give you the lunch. How was it? Do you like it?

Yes, it was great. I like the mini bread sticks. How was the museum?

Very fun. Kidding. It was boring, what would you expect from a museum? Anyway, I’m about to pick you up, are you ready?

Give me an hour. I’m still on my way home.

Alrighty. I’ll see you later.

“Taeyeon?” Sunny asked.

Tiffany nodded. “Yes. She will pick me up in an hour.”

“Right, the big date. Are you nervous?”

“A bit, but I’m more excited than nervous.”

“Probably a bunch of other unofficial dates had ease your tense.”

“Yeap.” The singer then remembered something. “Don’t you have a grand date with Sooyoung too?”

“My shikshin is busy with your soon-to-be-girlfriend, remember?”

“Right. I forgot that she works with Taeyeon.”

---“You look very beautiful tonight.” The Prince admired her eye-smiling Princess.

“Thank you. You are too.” Tiffany showed her eye-smile.

“Are you ready?”

“Yes. Where are we going, anyway?”

---Taeyeon parked her car in the driveway. She quickly got out and dashed to the passenger side to open the door for her Princess. “Welcome to my place.”

Tiffany couldn’t help but to admire the building. No one other than the member of Royal Family or people who work for them was allowed to step their feet inside, yet she was there with the Prince herself. “Wooooowww…” She breathed.

Taeyeon only smiled. “Come on, I already cooked something for our dinner.” She guided Tiffany further into the designated place for their date. It was none other than the Prince’s back yard, which was magically turned into a restaurant with only a table surrounded by rose petals and candles. No, kidding, Taeyeon was the one who arranged and decorated the place. “I hope this is what came into your mind of a quiet simple dinner.”

The younger girl looked at the person before her. “It way passed over it. I love this one better.”

“You do?”

She nodded.

Taeyeon let out yet again a relieved sigh. She then pulled out a chair and gestured Tiffany to sit before adjusting to right position for her. “Wait here, I’ll take the food.”

The dinner went great even it exceeded Taeyeon’s expectation. The two was enjoying each other’s presence with a bit of flirting here and there. Nonetheless, it was perfect for the two.

“How come I don’t see any other person here?” Tiffany suddenly asked, notice that there was no one other than Taeyeon and herself. They were now at the balcony gazing the stars and lighting Taeyeon had made with candles below them.

“Since you wanted a quiet dinner, I asked them to leave and gather back again tomorrow.”

“Oh…”

“Why? Are you uncomfortable?”

“No… I was just curious.” The singer sipped her wine. “And Sooyoung is…”

“With Sunny at your place.” The Prince completed the sentence.

“Ah I see. Anyway, thank you. I had a great time.”

Taeyeon smiled. “Me too. Thank you for saying yes.”

The two didn’t exchange any more words until, “Fany…” Taeyeon called softly. Apparently the older woman was examining the younger one’s feature from the side.

That gentle tone made Tiffany nervous all of the sudden. “Yes?”

The Prince locked her gaze at the singer. Starting from the inviting orbs, down to the pointy nose, and finally landed on the pair of plump pink lips. She was drowned to her beauty. Taeyeon gulped and lick her own lips, having an unspeakable urge to plant a kiss there. “Can I…” She leaned closer. “Can I…”

Seeing the shorter girl was slowly closing her gap, Tiffany found herself rooted in place, she was expecting the same thing too. She was also concentrated on how alluring Taeyeon’s lips were.

“Can I ki… kiss you?” Taeyeon whispered as she stopped leaning in.

Tiffany could feel the rhythmic hot breaths swept close to her skin. She nodded.

With no hesitation, the Prince landed her lips against the singer’s. One peck. Two pecks. Three pecks. And then the kiss started to grow intense and needy between the two. In matter of

seconds, Taeyeon found herself supporting Tiffany, who was clinging onto her by the waist. She walked back to her bedroom with the singer in tow.