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I had been living in the forest for about a year. I had no plan and no- where to go. I was just being. I was just simply playing, just like I played when 1 was a kid. I would go outside and look at tall pine trees and feel and see their great spirits. I could talk to them, and they would talk back to me. I would find animals and walk up to them with no fear. I became so in tune with my surroundings that I could walk right up to deer only three feet away and look them in the eyes, and they wouldn't even think of running. They would just look back with their open and innocent eyes. I could feel them connect with me in my heart. All the animals knew that my home was theirs and that it was safe.

As time passed, life became very simple, and I was really enjoying each

moment. I felt like I could spend eternity here amongst the life that seemed to cuddle me in its arms. It was at that moment, when I least expected any- thing spiritual to happen, that the angels appeared, these two beautiful an- gels, one green and one purple. I really didn't know what was going on. I started following their direction because I could feel their immense love for me. And once the angels appeared, all these things started happening in my life. The coincidences began . . .

First they were just little ones, then incredible ones. Then more incredi- ble, and then ridiculously incredible. And then it went beyond ridiculously incredible—it went into flat-out, plain, total miracle. I began to see things that were absolutely impossible according to my logical mind. I just watched these impossible happenings all around me and I would think, "Oh boy, this is really fun! I like this a lot!"

In that entire time I never really understood what was happening to me. I never understood when the angels came and told me that the green angel was the spirit of the Earth and the purple angel was the spirit of the Sun. I didn't get it. I didn't know what that meant. When they told me, "We are you," I understood even less.

Mother Earth is connected to all of us in the whole world; our subcon- scious mind is the subconscious mind of the planet. When I would start thinking about the nature religions such as the Druids and the Shintos and how they were connecting with the Earth, the Moon and the Sun, it began to make sense. It all started falling into place. I began to understand.

You see, we've lost this truth so much that we've severed our bond with the Earth. We don't have it anymore. We're sophisticated now. We're adults, we're civilized. Did anybody see the Peter Pan movie? You know, the one with Robin Williams called Hook? T h a t movie is exactly what we're talking about, exactly. If you haven't seen it, do so, and if you have, look at it again with new eyes. It might surprise you.

There was always a third angel in the background, a huge presence of a gold angel. It was always silent and was simply a witness whenever the two angels and I would communicate. Almost a year went by and never a word from the gold angel. O n e day the two angels came to my wife and me and said that the gold angel wanted to speak to us. They said he would speak on a specific day, which was about a week in the future.

My wife and I were so excited. We fasted and prepared for this won- drous event. We could only imagine what the gold angel would say. On the appointed day we went into meditation, and there he was, front and center. The two other angels were in the background. We had very high expecta- tions. We thought he was going to lead us in some new way. Then he spoke the words, "It is only light." He looked at us for about a minute in silence and then disappeared. We had no idea what this message meant. We thought it was too simple. We wanted more.

The green angel, the Earth, was our lower self, and the purple angel, the

Sun, was our higher self. Over the years we began to understand that the gold angel was the next level of our higher self. In about 1991 I was teach- ing a class, sitting in a medicine wheel on a hill on Orcas Island in the San Juans. I called in the angels during our opening circle.

T h e green and purple angel came in and looked straight into my eyes. Then the gold angel came in directly behind them. The gold angel then passed right through the other two and turned around, facing the same di- rection I was, toward the center of the circle. He then slowly moved back into the space of my body and merged with my being. The sensation was electrical, and I went, "Wwwooowwus." I felt an immediate change in my spirit, a huge surge of energy. I knew something really big had just hap- pened, but I had no idea what it was.

I slowly began to understand. That was my first physically direct con- nection with my higher self. And the work with the purple angel, though it was also my higher self, seemed distant. This was somehow very different and straightforward. I began to notice that as I saw the angels from then on, they would not tell me in detail what to do, which I had become used to. After that they would tell me to find the answer within myself. They would say that I was older now and must find my own way. If I made a mistake, they would wait as long as possible before they instructed me to make a change.

From 1970 until about 1991, approximately 21 years, I was working with my lower self, although I didn't know what I was working with. You can know almost anything from the lower self because you have the entire knowledge of the planet. All the practices with dowsing rods, pendulums and psychotronic instruments I am convinced is just your lower self.

What I've found is that the connection with your lower self becomes a spiritual growth process during which you start slowly, then grow faster and faster. You can almost watch yourself becoming something new.

A question was once asked at one of my workshops, "Is there a particu- lar sensation or emotion you get when you connect with your higher self?" I replied, "I always feel like I'm in the presence of God. Other than that, I don't know. It isn't God as religions define God, but it's such a higher as- pect of us that it feels like it."

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