You are looking at your own future, wondering occasionally how long you will be alive. Will it be another five years, ten years or twenty years? That you may have a tendency of thinking that you are probably healthier than you actually are.
You try to fight the biological aging process by acting younger, being younger, and wondering is this all that there is? You've been the married per- son. You know your mate probably better than any other person knows her. It's not been a totally easy marriage. It's had its ups and downs. There are no relationships born in Heaven.
You understand each other, you give each other the space that you need. Money always seems to be of some concern, at least I sense about you, be- cause when is enough enough? And of course, be- ing born during The Depression, or before The Depression, we always have a concern do we have enough money?
Are we going to be able to make it on social se- curity with all the scandal of Medicare and Medic- aid. We are being told that the Social Security
may not last forever. The government is now tar- geting the Social Security money for other things. When it's time, at 62 or 65 to collect Social Se- curity, that is obviously a concern. We are con- cerned with, based on your palm, or based on your aura, we are concerned with impotency because there are many males that cannot be sexually ac- tive in their 60s, because of high blood pressure medication, because of the sugar diabetes medica- tion, because of a variety of medications, seem to effect us in that sense.
Your concern, off and on, would be prostate can- cer, because men in their 60's obviously have a higher degree, I think it is about 2 out of 10 men in their 60's develop some sort of an enlarged prostate, or prostate cancer. I would advise you, and I'm not sensing there is anything wrong with you. but I would certainly advise you to have your yearly checkups with your urologist, and today it is a simple blood test. I think it's an PSA test rela- tive to a blood test that tells you exactly what kind of condition the prostate is in.
You may not be as romantic physically as you would like to be, but I sense that you are still ro- mantic mentally as you would like to be. And I would think that you are probably not as good as you once were, but you are probably as good once and you once were.
Seems to me that as of late you have been doing a lot of reminiscing, a lot of thinking about your childhood, how it wasn't easy, how you were not born with a silver spoon in your mouth, how you had to struggle, how you have had to go without. It appears to me that you have given your family what you did not have, so that you are by nature a provider, and that you can't understand your chil- dren's disregard for money, because money has always been important in your life, especially by being born without a great deal of money, money has always been the significant thing to have, be- cause money cannot buy poverty.
Money does buy power, and I don't feel that you've had a rash of different jobs within your life. I think that you would start out in a job and maybe using physical labors. And then ultimately you would gradually climb up the ladder to be successful. And even in your youth, you may have had to drop out of school, or postpone school, put it off in order to support the family.
You are a dreamer, you are looking back over past experiences. You have looked back over past rela- tionships, you've second-guessed yourself, won- dering if you've made the right decisions within your life. It appears... what I sense about you, you become somewhat offended if you go into a store and they offer you a senior citizens discount,
when you have not indicated that you are a senior citizen.
And of course you have always felt that you look younger than your years, you feel younger than your years. So when somebody wants to give you a ten percent discount because you are a senior citizen, that is somewhat offensive.
You might even be out with your own son or daughter and somebody says to you, "You have a lovely grandchild, or grandson or granddaughter," when in fact it is your son or daughter, not your grandson. That becomes somewhat offensive as well. So, what is going on here?
Do you actually look older than your years? You seem to be spending more time reminiscing about the past, and things that might have been. You seem to have become a little bit more philosophic, that you don't have as much energy as you would normally have, although you try to act like your thirty years old.
You're no longer thirty years old. And we are faced with our own demise. We are faced with how many years do we have left? Will we live to 80? Will we live to 70? Statistically, they say no, that we are not going to live much more beyond 69 years. So as of late you are paying more atten- tion to your health, more attention to vitamins, the vitamin C, and vitamin E. You are paying more attention to these things now. I think people have a tendency of treating you with a little bit more deference. Many times in a gathering, a birthday party, a Christmas party.
You'll sense all of a sudden that you're the oldest person in the room. And by being the oldest per- son in the room, it sort of makes you feel a little bit vulnerable. You wish that the relationship be- tween you and your wife had been closer, and looking back over the years, the most difficult years of your marriage was the seventh year, the fourteenth year, the twenty-first year, the twenty- eighth year, all sequentially the seven year cycles. Each seven years of your marriage will be signifi- cant in your life. You may have dialogue with your wife, whom is going to outlive whom. Am I going live longer than you, are you going to live longer than me? And you would think that if your wife does outlive you, she is probably younger than you.
You were probably married on a weekend and the thought would cross your mind, that if, in fact, your wife outlives you, will she marry again? Will she be alone, will she stay in mourning? Will she be financially stable? Is she going to give another man your property, your material wealth.
She would probably assure you that she would
never marry again. And by the same token, your wife would wonder if she dies first, would she be replaced by someone who is twenty or thirty years younger than you? Because in her mind, there is no fool like an old fool. So these are things that you would be dealing with in your life.
I think that you'll find perhaps an interest in more of a philosophic or metaphysical interest in con- juring up books about reincarnation, of future lives, of past lives, and things that most assuredly, if you are going to be around again in a future life, this has a tendency of perhaps giving you some hope relative to the future, or being around again. In my mind I feel that you are getting on the scales and weighing yourself more than you nor- mally would. Because as a child you would either walk every place or you would ride a bike. As a youngster you can remember a loaf of bread being
12 cents. A pound of hamburger being 25 cents. During the 40's waiting in line for butter. A pound of butter was rationed during the second World War. And it's just a question of waiting in line for nylons. Nylons were rationed during the 40's. And really not being able to understand as far as you were too young for the second World War, and probably too young for some different things that go on in your life.
I suppose as far as thinking about the future, that you still have many shirts in your closet that you have not even worn in a year, but they are hanging on the hangers in your closet; you have not worn them. It would appear that even some of your pants, the back of the pants have become a little bit shiny and need to be replaced, but it doesn't appear that you care as much as you once did. I believe that you are clean, you're well-groomed, you're articulate, and there never seems to be enough time to do that you have not done yet. There is always something left undone. Your wife is the most difficult person to shop for, you never know what to get her because she's got about everything.
She becomes offended if you try to give her mon- ey because that is so cold and uncaring. I would think the most difficult days of the year would be your wife's birthday and Christmas, or your anni- versary, which you have a tendency of getting the days mixed up.
You can remember the month, but you have a ten- dency of inverting the days. I think that as far as what I sense about you as a person, my feeling is that you are going to be around for another couple of decades. My sense is that you'll be around probably into your 80s or late 80s.
to control your own health. Because there is dif- ferent methods, different breathing exercises you can do, there is different biofeedback techniques where you can lower your blood pressure, and lower your tryglicerides, lower your blood sugars, basically to heal yourself.
You find yourself from time to time studying your image in the mirror to see if you actually have aged. And then you think, well, I don't want to grow old rapidly, and I don't want to die young, but if death takes movie actors and movie actress- es and politicians and holy men, and very special people, no matter how much money you have or who you are or how famous you are, ultimately one day you die.
And it's going to effect everyone else, it's certain- ly going to effect you. My sense is the message from the universe to you is enjoy each day as it comes, enjoy each week as it comes. Resolve any- thing in your life that is left unresolved.
If there is any distance between you and a sibling, or distance between you and a child because of a misunderstanding. I think now is the time to re- solve all those issues. But I think you'll be around into your eighties. I sense when reading the news- papers you always read the obituary column.