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EL TESTIMONIO DEL ARABE LOCO (SEGUNDA PARTE)

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EL TESTIMONIO DEL ARABE LOCO (SEGUNDA PARTE)

describe  in  more  detail  within  Chapter  6,  I  immersed  myself  in  Fifth  Night   following  each  screen,  taking  notes,  feeling,  imagining,  and  experiencing  as  I   walked  around  and  sat  in  the  dark  room  for  over  an  hour.      It  was  an  incredibly   immersive  experience  for  me,  which  is  why  I  offer  it  within  my  analysis.    

Importantly,  my  experience  of  Yang  Fudong’s  work  led  me  to  seek  out  more  of  his   works,  which,  in  turn,  directed  me  to  Julien’s  Ten  Thousand  Waves.    In  Chapter  6,  I   discuss  how  Yang  and  Julien  offer  diasporic  visions  of  multiple-­‐mediated  forms  of   memory  within  one,  isolated  experience  that  would  not  usually  be  possible  if  one   were  to  isolate  a  traditional  media  form  (e.g.  a  traditional  drama  film).    Thus,  in   Chapter  6,  my  analysis  discusses  these  issues  in  more  detail,  and  in  the  context  of   some  other  archives  I  develop  throughout  this  thesis.    I  approach  these  

installations  with  the  full  range  of  methodologies  I  have  developed  throughout  the   thesis,  and  discuss  their  potential  to  offering  urgent  and  important  means  of   diasporic  vision  for  one’s  montage  of  histories.  The  key  question  concerns  what   remembrances  and  forgettings  may  be  perpetuated  through  these  mediated  

fragments  and  how  to  what  extent  diasporic  visions  of  mediated  perceptions  might   be  considered  problematic  in  the  collective  and  individual  identification/identity   of  diasporas.    

 

2.8  Analyzing  Ghosts  and  Montage    

 

I  search  for  a  way  of  seeing,  that  ‘conjures  up  the  appearances  of  something  that  [is]   absent’  (Berger  1972:  10)             Montage    

 My  thesis  research  is  specifically  designed  to  perform  a  diasporic  montage  

this  installation  (e.g.  I  must  be  in  the  ‘right  place’  at  the  ‘right  time’,  be  somewhat  ‘lucky’  in  finding   out  where/when  it  is  being  exhibited,  and  also  able  to  financially  afford  travel  there  if  it  is  out-­‐of-­‐ town)  reminds  me  of  the  problem  of  ‘access’  that  continues  to  confront  the  postgeneration  Chinese-­‐ Canadian  searching  for  lost  histories.    While  an  installation  like  Ten  Thousands  Waves  is  in  English,   it  relies  on  being  ‘accessible’,  which  is  nonetheless  a  reality  of  temporary  exhibitions.    In  this   regard,  I  am  thankful  at  the  very  least  for  the  online  availability  of  it  to  some  degree,  even  if  it  is   unofficial  and  imperfect.      

   

through  a  critical  autoethnographic  method  and  reflexively  ‘staging’  through  my   writing  and  analysis  of  data.    It  does  so  by  offering  a  key  way  of  seeing  haunted   histories  that  distribute  through  mediated  forms  of  memory.    While  my  approach   certainly  draws  from  a  method  of  ‘crystallizing’  data  (which  is  not  new),  a  diasporic   montage,  I  argue,  extends  this  to  a  more  urgent  project  than  merely  data  gathering   from  different  sources.  Specifically,  the  important  contribution  of  performing  a   diasporic  montage  through  an  autoethnographic  mode  is  in  its  active,  critical   engagement  of  affective  memories  of  trauma,  and  reflexively  interrogating  what  is   both  seen  (in  fragments)  and  unseen  (in  the  spaces,  gaps  and  silences)  between   fragments.  Its  conceptualization  as  a  ‘montage’  is,  in  its  way,  also  a  juxtaposition  of   concepts  and  methods  (see  Chapter  7.2).  

Gordon’s  (2008)  perspective  of  montage  is  drawn  from  her  interest  in   Benjamin’s  (1999)  ‘modernist  montage  techniques  (Gordon  2008:  65;  see  also   Benjamin’s  (1999)  The  Arcades  Project).    Benjamin’s  concept  of  ‘montage’  is   demonstrative  of  literary  modes,  photomontage,  or  the  collage  of  everyday  

materials  (see  Dillon  2004:  par.2).      While  montage  can  be  a  contested  term  within   film  studies,  I  am  epistemologically  assuming  a  more  interdisciplinary  

interpretation  that  juxtaposes  various  media  forms,  including  literature,  

photographs,  moving  images  and  oral  stories  (see  Chapter  7.2).81    Thus,  there  is  a   process  of  collision,  defamiliarization,  reconnection,  and  reconfiguration  that  is  at   work  in  efforts  to  perform  a  montage  of  hauntings.    This  approach  also  recalls   Warburg’s  seminal  ‘montage-­‐collision’  work  with  his  Mnemosyne  project  (see   Chapter  1.6)  and  an  Eisensteinian  view  of  montage  (see  Chapter  7.2).    

In  Gordon’s  (2008)  interpretations  of  Benjamin’s  work  (within  the  context   of  her  own  research  into  questions  of  hauntings),  montage-­‐based  constructionism   involves  the  notion  of  ‘blasting’.    This  is  a  method  that  ‘blasts  through  the  rational,   linearly  temporal,  discrete  spatiality  of  our  conventional  notions  of  cause  and   effect,  past  and  present,  conscious  and  unconscious’  (Gordon  2008:  66).  She  argues   that  blasting  ‘depends  fundamentally  on  animation,  on  being  able  to  demonstrate   to  others  the  moment  in  which  an  open  door  comes  alive  and  stops  us  in  our  

81  According  to  Dillon  (2004),  Benjamin’s  montage  allowed  the  ‘rags,  the  refuse…to  come  into  their   own:  by  making  use  of  them’  (Benjamin  1999:  8.    Benjamin  was  likely  thinking  about  ‘collage  and   photomontage  of  ticket  stubs,  pieces  of  newspaper,  and  magazine  illustrations’  (Dillon  2004:  par.   2).    

tracks,  provoking  a  different  kind  of  encounter  and  recognition’  (ibid:  66).    In  other   words,  an  (oppressed)  past  that  is  seemingly  dead  and  faintly  visible  is  re-­‐

animated  into  the  present,  shocking  us  into  seeing  it  (ibid.:  65).    

Employing  an  empathic  vision  within  my  performance  of  a  diasporic   montage  privileges  a  key  reflexive  element,  as  this  approach,  ‘[requires]  not  only   attention  to  the  thing  thought,  but  also  attention  to  the  thinker's  mode  of  

engagement  (the  flow  and  arrest  of  thoughts)’  (Gordon  2008:  64.  italics  original).     Such  ‘thought’,  however,  does  not  mean  reducing  such  a  methodology  to  

cognitivism.    Deleuze  suggests,  ‘[more]  important  than  thought  there  is  “what   leads  to  thought”...impressions  which  force  us  to  look,  encounters  which  force  us   to  interpret,  expressions  which  force  us  to  think’  (Deleuze  1972:  95).    Intersecting   Bennett’s  (2005)  focus  on  empathy  alongside  critical  ‘thought’  within  methods  of   seeing  data  thus  avoids  the  problematics  of  emotional  overidentification  and   cognitive  intellectualism.    In  fact,  Bennett’s  (2005)  concept  of  empathic  vision   offers  an  important  means  of  reflexivity  as  a  process  that  facilitates  ‘seeing  oneself   feeling’  (see  also  Section  2.7).    Seeing  reflexively  from  the  framing  of  a  montage,   therefore,  offers  an  active  process  that  composes  mediated  perceptions  through  an   ‘animation’  of  invisible,  unknowable  and  silenced  histories.  82    Complementing   Gordon’s  (2008)  perspective  with  Wang  (2004),  the  act  of  performing  a  montage   permits  the  composer  to:    

‘[blast]   out   the   continuum   of   hegemonic   historiographical   paradigms.     By   splicing,   by   wrenching   objects   out   of   their   reified   context…[it]   assaults   the   smooth,   linear   narrative   that   perpetuates   existing   social   relations.  (p.  87)  

 

Thus, for Wang (2004), a montage seeks to ‘animate’ the ghost to life, and is therefore concerned with my/our act of ‘seeing’, analyzing, and critiquing the very data and visions of history, power, and memory that we have gathered and juxtaposed together. Significantly,  as  Chapter  7.2  discusses  in  more  detail,  my  concept  of  the  diasporic   montage  did  not  shape  the  research  design.    Instead,  my  research  design  shaped   the  development  of  what  I  have  termed  a  diasporic  montage.    As  an  active,  

82  Gordon  (2008:  67)  discusses  her  understanding  of  montage  through  Luisa  Valenzuela’s  magical   realist  fiction.    Gordon  describes  the  novel  as  ‘allegorical,  fragmented,  narratively,  incoherent,  and   difficult  to  comprehend  in  any  straightforward  way  that  would  easily  answer  the  questions  all   readers  ask’.    Thus,  the  very  juxtaposition  of  elements  that  do  not  conform  to  conventional  reason,   structure,  or  understanding  is  what  animates  the  ghost.        

critically  reflexive  method  of  engaging  affective  hauntings,  it  is  also  flexible  enough   to  further  evolve  in  new  directions.  

 

   

2.9  Conclusion  

   

The  methodological  approaches  and  decisions  that  informed  my  research  design   throughout  this  thesis  are  directly  linked  to  how  I  searched  for  a  vision  of  affective   hauntings  and  histories  through  the  very  performance  of  researching  this  thesis.    I   utilize  a  performative  writing  approach  through  critical  autoethnography  to   demonstrate  this  throughout  my  thesis.    Significantly,  the  diasporic  visions  

through  my  exploration  and  analysis  of  mediated  memories  I  have  discussed  so  far   has  been  central  within  the  umbrella  of  my  methodological  approach  that  I  call  this   diasporic  montage.    In  other  words,  this  ‘diasporic  montage’  has  been  an  ongoing   bricolage  of  mediated  visions  that  performs  my  search  for  histories  (see  Chapter   7).  The  concept  of  diasporic  montage  intersects  a  methodology  of  diasporic  vision,   critical  autoethnography,  critical  historical  consciousness,  performative  writing   and  the  reflexivity  of  empathic  vision  as  the  basis  for  my  research  design  and   methodology.    It  offers  a  way  of  ‘seeing  ghosts’  or  ‘haunted  histories’  by  attempting   to  compose  a  ‘montage’  of  diverse  forms  of  mediated  memory.  83        

Specifically,  in  the  context  of  my  research  design  and  my  discussions  

throughout  this  chapter,  the  juxtapositions  take  place  in  several  ways  within  how  I   am  composing  my  montage  within  this  thesis:  a)  each  mediation  of  memory,   whether  memoir,  video,  photograph,  artwork,  conversation,  or  installation  is  a   fragment  of  diasporic  vision  within  my  montage  of  data  b)  the  ‘design’  of  the   diasporic  montage  itself  can  be  considered  its  own  methodological  ‘montage’,  in   the  sense  that  it  juxtaposes  multiple  methods  together  (e.g.  diasporic  vision,   empathic  vision,  critical  historical  consciousness,  critical  autoethnography,   performative  writing)  c)  the  very  thesis  itself  is  my  composition  of  a  diasporic  

83  I  also  want  to  mention  that  photographs  as  archives  do  form  an  important  part  of  my  diasporic   montage,  even  though  they  are  left  largely  undiscussed  within  Chapters  4,  5,  and  6.    The  absence   was  mainly  due  to  an  issue  of  space  and  focus  for  me,  as  including  more  photographs  would  have   meant  leaving  out  written  memoirs.  I  decided  to  keep  the  memoirs  for  this  thesis’  purposes.     However,  in  my  proposal  for  future  research  in  Chapter  7.3,  I  have  managed  to  offer  an  intriguing,   urgent  and  important  way  of  incorporating  archival  photographs  in  how  one  can  further  develop   and  compose  a  diasporic  montage.      

montage.    In  the  next  chapter,  I  begin  my  empirical  analysis  through  a  diasporic   vision  of  affective  hauntings  in  the  mediated  memory  form  of  verbal  

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CHAPTER  3:  VOICES  OF  THE  NEXT  GENERATION:  INFORMAL  

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